Oh and here’s what I wrote:
I don’t feel like writing half the time. I feel like I’m unable to exactly express what I want to say. And then other times I feel like my linguistic skills don’t do justice to the subject matter. I want to write complex sentence structures, use elaborate metaphors and heavy vocabulary.
I should have used the word ‘hefty’ instead of heavy in my previous sentence. But that would make it too pretentious. I don’t want my writing to be pretentious. I want it to be honest and a reflection of who I am.
The trouble is, the more honest it is, the more vulnerable I become.